I have no strength left to endure this.
I can’t eat. Every few minutes it feels like I’m being electrocuted. I can’t stop shaking. Last night I tried to take a five minute shower in the dark and I had to sit in the tub and cry because I couldn’t hold my balance.
I can’t fucking do this anymore. It’s only been three days.
I don’t like admitting to needing anybody but I need a hand to hold.